Ronna

Please pray for my family and I. I have been with my husband since I was a teenager. He always took care of me financially... . But I’ve always dealt with issues he has had over the years and I always help fix them. I’ve been there to help him more than I’ve helped myself. But I’m tired now. I don’t feel the love no more. I don’tFeel like he has ever loved me like I did him. I don’t feel like a wife, but a servent to him. He is bipolar and he acts like a bully. He name calls, yells screams, throws things. He won’t take his meds properly. He has been this way More so now than he did over 8 years ago . He always gets mad if I try to talk to him about what bothers me, He don’t go places with me, or talk to me like I’m somebody. He just acts like I’m a bother until it’s his convenience. I cry and want out of this marriage allot of times. I gave him about 23 years of my life. I was a homemaker, took care of EVERYTHING and never done for me. I have no job experience and now have disabilities and that prevents the types of jobs I could work... Iam getting depressed , my anxiety kicks in more. I’ve thought about things I know is wrong and my kids and thinking about God not wanting me to do it, stops me. and don’t know what to do. I know I want to leave him. Find a small house I can afford for me and my two kids that still at home and my pets. I don’t see he will ever change. He has to many demons in his head and so many split personalities. It’s too much for me to deal with. Any and all prayers be greatly appreciated

Received: May 23, 2020